i am going back home, weeee :[
yes, i am.
after spending 15 days there (march 11-26) and 5 days here (march 26-present), i am going back.
i woke up to my cousin Jec’s call on my mobile. i never expected this today though i expected it to happen. grandma’s gone.
of course, i blew some booger on that one. but after some minutes on the phone with my cousin, with my dad, and with that someone who cheers me up, and some text messages from dear friends, i am better.
i don’t want to be over-acting on this one. i have fully accepted her death even before she died. harsh? i know. but that’s life. she suffered enough and it is just right that she rest in peace.
we will surely miss her physical presence. but we shouldn’t be selfish, right? how can we be happy when she’s alive and breathing, yet bedridden and weak? it’s time for her to rest and be merry wherever she may go. :]
